Pineapple coconut yogurt, and strawberry ice cream :) (Taken with instagram)
Does any one know good places to make Donations?
I am looking for a place in Southern California to make clothes donations! Now most of these clothes I want to donate are fairly brand new and/or in very good conditions and because the good will is only going to charge people for them I do NOT want to donate them there! I would like to donate them some where that I know will GIVE them away to people that really NEED them! if you know of any place that I could donate them to, please feel free to message me or comment on this post. FYI ( If you know of a REALLY good place that isn’t in Southern California I may still be willing to ship them there so please feel free to message me about places that may be out of state or even out of the country!)
WHY I AM UP???!!!!
This has been the freaking longest day. Been up since like 9:00 chasing around a two year old (my niece) and helping my sister with her triplets, still for some strange reason I find the need to still be up at 2:17 in the damn morning. I guess maybe because there is just so much on my mind lately with my Great Grandmother passing and just other things going on in my life.
The other day the guy I use to talk to randomly texted me out of the blue like we we’re friends after he lied to me, broke my heart, and ran off with some girl. He didn’t even bother to bring that whole scenario up or genuinely apologize. I guess his feeling were hurt when I basically cast him off like the basic nigga that he is, too damn bad for him.
Work is generally kicking my ass in every direction, 72 hour shifts are absolutely no joke! Sleep is basically a thing of the past in my life and well because I never sleep and fill my body with junk I usually don’t have the energy to do much else but work and shop. Basically what I am saying is I have become a lazy bum, which is absolutely unacceptable and I really need to get my shit together.
The last thing keeping me up tonight is something I generally don’t even feel like discussing, but it’s something that makes me smile and makes me sad at the same time. I find my self so conflicted over it trying to break away but it really is something that is impossible for me to do. I fight with myself over and over again saying that I am going to change my outlook, reaction, and acceptance of it yet I never do. It’s like the more I try to secretly fight against it on the inside the more I feel the need to openly accept it on the outside. I feel completely confused about the whole situation.
Just Another Poem About Some Guy…
It’s like throwing bricks at my heart, and all the tiny pieces are ripping apart my insides. That’s what loving you feels like inside, and every tear I hold back as I try to accept the way things will be. Burried the what ifs and extraordinary emotions for you deep inside, and taping into them hurts me every time. So when they spill out I just close my mind and attempt not to feel the pain from not having you here.









